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LA ---> DAM ---> And Back Again ...2019

1/8/19 - 3:27 AM Beautiful accent Heart of gold We met by accident On a day so cold. No sweater, no shoes yet what you saw was precious 10 years your senior You could be her muse Be it a vibe, connection or Sexual attraction Told you she'd come back and she made it happen. In search of something real regardless of its' anatomy Addicted to your touch, attention and flattery. Believe no dodgy dates even matter to me We gonna sort some things out then see if we're meant to be. LA ---> DAM ---> And Back again 1/8/19 - 3:43 AM My mental game strong Still I play along Like habits I can't break In a society I don't belong. Every time I close my eyes My mind creates new prose Grab my pen and my journal Flashlight on my phone Stay quiet and still Or my brother will know Super absurd Prisoner in my own home Like I need company Or feel it impossible to be alone.

This little light of mine...2018

10/20/18 Often forget, life's a trip One door is broken then walk away from it There are so many more Calling your name to explore Don't waste time Don't be bored Misery loves company So don't entertain it anymore The world is big, he told me Real connections are rare Rid through the raft, no time to spare Before we know it, we're old in the blink of an eye then exit this world Become a star in the sky That's why while on earth My light I want to shine It's all for the taking and I want it all to be mine Never again will I waste my precious time.

The tail-end of an era...2018

10/2/18  Chaotic, symbolic, methodic times Upside down and backwards like this book of rhymes Matters of the heart shouldn't be a crime Yet all falls apart after one night Can't cry, not sad, silence unwinds Crazy American wants to have a good time She called me "wild with respect" She loved my vibe All new friends and I might just survive Still not homesick all things aside I can make it anywhere find someone new to pull my hair Hate to leave anything unfinished but I'll skip the bullshit Sorry I tried -  Hope they're able to fix your ride _____________ Later that day: Close your eyes, make a wish Pretty little liar, I'm not convinced You need space, fine, I'll simply replace 12 hours later I got me a new boo and still then you call with your jealousy Say you can't deal with me so why you on my phone? There's plenty  of others I can pay for and bone. Shit - I'm stressing ...

A sad love poem found stapled to a Myspace battle rap, wtf? LOL 2007

4/24/07 - 2:53 AM Love songs play slow Head hung low Can't ever let it go You think you know But you don't have a clue What's life without you? Many shades of blue A love I never knew. A love I can't reach Hear my heart preach Please somebody teach Pray for your speech. Spoken word out loud Don't need a crowd Rhymes well endowed Can you hear me now? An outsider, don't fit it Loving you's my eternal sin Won't ever win Didn't ever begin. You stare at walls I wait for your calls And tag bathroom walls Can't move at all. Stuck in this position Need to clean my kitchen Tired of my bitchin'? Your picture I'm kissin' Phases of sadness Occasional madness Who done planned this? You coulda had this. Tired and weary Eyes a bit teary Sobbing can you hear me? Need you near me. Can't wait to visit Show somethin' explicit Imagine you in it Down legs I drip New G35 Wanna go for a ride? Shot gun, pass...

Unglued ...2013

5/2/13 - 2:31 AM Thursday Unglued at the seams baby, I'm falling apart. Nothin' does me better than gettin' your art. Don't know if it's cuz yo talent or the thought you put in it - or perhaps reality, it simply cuz YOU did it. I mean, send me a crumpled, shredded mess and I'd cherish it always. Such a huge claim on my heart ain't no hot dogs in hallways or little dick spit, you so thick and I'm a captive audience - it's so apparent like my red, drunk spottiness. No excuse, it ain't you responsible for my bobbin' and weavin', it's my own fault for the fantasy world I believe in - Just somethin bout you keep me beyond enamored. If Daisy Duck was a chicken, I'd be Cornel Sanders cuz I'd keep fighting cases to keep fuckin' Cause, Just Cause I never met another nigga like him and I know I never will, though I try to keep it trill, let's just keep it real. When it comes to you I'm always spinnin' the wheel, viciou...

Text Message Assassin....2015

12/19/15 - 9:25 AM Saturday Uh-Oh insanities comin' I'm stumblin', foot swollen still stoned about to take a shot of that Patron nope it gone So I'll work on this VOD Smoked a cigg Oh God! How many times  - can my head spin swift on a swivel before the clock strikes 10 AM These be those days Bender runs into the night Somebody hide my phone embarrass myself is right. Text message assassin Razor tongue funny thumb free data's runnin' light though it's unlimited Why be limited? Please delete those - Alright? 12/19/15 - 9:44 AM Insecure, and so sincere He under your skin On sight Batting first you were the worst, Didn't get on base the entire night, Naturally jealous despite I gotta baby daddy, alright? But no, it ain't him I got options Playin' my role right Still it was sweet for you to keep flirting with me all night like we in middle school Circle me if I'm who you like. Don't bite your...

Sane....or Insane? ...2015

12/15/15 - 1:00 PM Tuesday I am the most sane, insane person on this earth! Black socks, white legs, pink tank, pink tooth brush, two weeks unshaven lookin' like a white girl after two days, just pacing back and forth in a big ass bathroom that I've got to hire someone to clean! Living the dream, fuck everything ain't what it seem but what do you mean? Petal to the metal, light don't have to be green. Just open your mouth then try to scream, it's OK to admit it you've always been a queen of fairies and dairies ummmm them blizzards are so good. Why there no DQ's in my hood? I mean this IS  ******* and I do live on ******, no mamn' only Baskin Robbins, Phil Collins, Tupac is Still Ballin' in Hawaii, Bitch I might Be, who left the drugs on the table, WHO? WHO?